A blog to start my day
Posted by weyshi on October 12, 2009
It has been awhile since I last blogged. Not really busy with many stuff even through there are many things I want to do during this period. This is probably the lowest work rate in my lifetime.
I have met up with friends all over and the most common question I have got would be asking me what I am doing now. Subsequently, most of them will continued by asking me how am I spending my days, or whether I am looking for a job right now. I do get abit tired of keep repeating the same things over again, but then again I shouldn’t blame them for showing their concern or trying to think of how to communicate with me.
So what I am really doing now, for those that are interested to know? I am currently trying to reflect on myself on who I am and what do I really want to do? Although I have been telling myself and most of the people around me that I want to try to get a job doing consumer product design, I know it’s almost impossible for me to get it since I am not a graduate of product design, industrial design or mechanical engineering. I do not have any background in design other than a project based module known as material aspect in design, and the most critial skill required in design – knowledge in computer aided design.
Today, I woke up around 2.30pm, bathed, ate my lunch and felt tired. Just as I was trying to take a nap, many things went through my mind just as I closed my eyes. The worry and fear of not getting a job seems to be troubling me. I was thinking why not I just sign on in army, maybe as an officer? Or I can do teaching straight away despite my initial thoughts of wanting to work in the industry before being a D&T teacher?
Finally, I realised that I shouldn’t just waste my time worry about what I going to do in the future. Instead, I should realise all those things that I want to do and should do right now.
I want to do whatever I can for BB to restore its pride and glory.
I want to organise my house such that it’s comfortable to live in.
I want to learn as much skills as possible that makes me a useful person.
I want to organise myself such that I do not have any more reasons to procrastinate in everything I want to do.
After spending some time typing this, I came up with this two throughts:
- When you are tired physically, there is coffee.
- When you are tired spiritually, there is Bible.
Well, after saying so much, it’s really the action that counts. Let’s hope I can fulfill my desires.
