It has been quite sometime since I have last blogged. So sorry to those who bother to check whether I update my blog. I will now tell you how I have been up to.
After striving for the past few weeks, I am so glad that I have completed my FYP program and report. If you are wondering what I am doing for project, the topic is on the development of electromigration simulation program using MATLab. It certainly wasn’t easy, come to think of it, why did I ever choose such a project? Is it because of the supervisor? Or because I was confident with my programming skills. Whatever the case, I kinda regret this choice. Instead, I should have work on an experiment project where I can just do those necessary experiments and report on the results and do a wee bit of analyzing. However, dearie had been having lots of problem trying to pass her online SEM and XRD test. Plus, she had so much problems with her booking of equipment that she gets so depressed. Well, I guess I should be happy to be doing something that can be done at my own time.
Back to my epic journey on my FYP. I started my engine on the report around the last time I blogged, which is 6 Mar. Then it went on full throttle on Sunday, 8 Mar. During this time, I aim to complete my project by Wed, 11 Mar. For that few days, I can say that I have had eat, shit sleep FYP. My mind have never stopped thinking about it; how to improve the program, what to write in my literature review, where to find the necessary documents and so on. It was really fustrating. Then on Monday night, I really couldn’t take the stress anymore and decide to ask for extension. That night, although I haven’t got the reply from my supervisor, but I stopped working. If I continued that night, I really don’t know what I will become, whether I will do anything crazy…
Luckly, my supervisor was kind enough to give me the extension, and my tension was slacken for awhile. While I was relaxing for the next few days after that, I suddenly thought of what I can add to the program to make it impressive. I shall not bore you with the technical stuff. So I am back at full throttle on 13 Mar again. I finally completed my literature review on Monday night and proceed with the alteration of program. On Tuesday, I stared at the two programs that was done by the previous students and the journal of electromigration for the entire afternoon and evening. Finally, I developed the concept and know what equation I should add into the program. When my brother came home, I tried asking him for help with the commands, but it din’t work out because we had a disagreement on a particular function. MATLab is not that difficult after all, eventually I figured out the problems and solved it by 12 midnight on Wednesday. In order to reward myself, my bro brought me to my favourite prawn mee stall down at MacPherson to have my dinner.
For the next 7 hours, I have typed non stop to complete 2 more chapters of the FYP report. Around 8.30am, I am really exhausted and went to take a short nap which lasted 2 hours. When my mom woke me up at 10am as instructed, I was sulking like a kid infront of my com. I continued to stare at it for another 30 mins before writing something. Type type type… I slowly finish the conclusion (ONLY 2 PAGES!!) and work on my misc pages.. I always knew that references are difficult to work on, but I never knew acknowledgement and abstract is so difficult to write, especially when you are so tired that everything in your mind is sleep sleep sleep. I realised that I have absolutely nobody to thank because I depended on myself to do the entire project.. and I didn’t even consulted my “mentor”, who always tells me to find out myself.
At last, I completed my report at around 3.30pm. I am so tired and really don’t feel like going to school, but whatever the case, I called my supervisor and asked if he is still in school in 2 hours time so that I can submit the report. TO MY JOY!! he said that I can come on Thurs to submit… YAY.. but not for long.. coz dearie got angry that I spoiled her Thursday plan..
of course with my great planning skills, I managed to come out with an alternative to pacify her… haha..
Thursday, I woke up later than I planned, and made my way to school the submit the report. When I entered his room and hand over the report, he put it under another 6-7 reports and told me that he will get back to me sometime later… WAH.. he still have so many to read.. pity him man…
ok.. dearie wants to see this blog quickly.. and Im getting tired blogging..will update my other experiences another day…