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Exams exams….

Posted by weyshi on April 26, 2008

Haven’t been blogging lately, due to many reasons.. mainly because I feel lethargic to do so…

Finished 4 paper so far… don’t think I am going to do well for most of them, as I had been very distracted with the problems in IO. A simple 4 AU course module, yet so difficult to achieve… all the self source and application… I think it’s going to cost me many GPA score as I was so worried about not meeting the requirements for application.. The best part is.. I am still worried now because they are still pending the application with a new problem… When are these problems going to end?? Just give me the bloody job and I will complete the IO during the holidays.. I dun understand why so troublesome…. must be related to course work.. etc etc.. I heard from a friend of mine that she is working in SAF as a DXO.. you call that related to course work meh??

I still have one more exam on Wednesday.. I have practically no mood to study for it.. start to doubt my own capabilities… feeling quite depressed… but still life have to go on… alrite.. going to continue to face my music… hope that the IO “verdict” will be out soon.. God have mercy on me….

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Encourage…

Posted by weyshi on April 14, 2008

This is nothing about what happened to me recently… Rather, it’s about something I experienced when I was a young lad…

Today, I was checking out the article that is posted on daily bread, a Christian devotional guide for those that don’t know, I read something I makes me remember a lot of stuff that happened…

The article is on “Cheering Each Other On“. It’s taking about give each other encouragement whenever possible. I still remember those days in BB when corporal punishment is allowed. Corporal punishment is not talking about getting corporals to punish you, but it’s those physical activities that you do, upon either doing something wrong, or saying something stupid… It’s suppose to be banned because there are a lot of ego people that abused it over the years.. causing a lot of complaints.

Okay.. I’m suppose to post about encouragement… I still remember those days, especially during torture camps, when we are asked to do physical activities beyond our physical means… like running for an hour with our bags, doing hundreds of push ups and so on… As most human will react when frustrated, we start to curse the guy that got us into the trouble… Mr. Bernard Chao, the OIC for my batch told us to encourage each other, and if he should hear anymore curse on the “weakest link” more punishments will befall on us…. Soon after, we find encouraging each other very meaningful. It used to be a chore because we still have to mumble words of encouragement when we are quite pissed and tired, but eventually we started to say words of encouragement each time we see anyone of us is falling out, and I’m sure it sounded pleasing to the receiving end…

How I hope that we have a batch of Boys in the BB that is united, saying pleasent words of encouragement to each other in times of need. Even action of encouragement, such as helping out in cleaning the BB room, moving the logistics are much appreciated. I suppose my mission for the next 2 years is to build a company full of selfless Boys that enjoy each other’s company and really bring out the true Christian manliness…

Right now, there are many of you that is like me.. taking exams and stuff… I would like to offer my encouragement to you, “hang in there… the exams will be over soon, study hard and let God decide what you should get for your efforts.”

BTW, the IO is bothering me right now… Very disturbing.. I hope God will make a way for me… I will blog about the incidents another time…

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BBAQ

Posted by weyshi on April 7, 2008

Stayed overnite at barker on Friday once again. Since the beginning of this year, I have been to barker for a lot of times, so much that some of the security guards will say hi to me. Whatever the case was, this stay was necessary because I have to wake up at 4am on Saturday to make my way to ITE Dover for BBAQ. For those who are not in BB reading this, BBAQ means Boys’ Brigade Adventure Quest, and if you wonder why is a fat person doing there, it is because I have to be the marshal for one of the teams. Their rule is 1 marshal for each participating team. Before I went to barker, I went to a mysterious place to buy something for dearie.. haha.. it’s suppose to be a surprise… As I reached barker, they just finished their briefing and went off to bed (floor) shortly after that. As for me, I was doing my stuff in the BB room. I tried to fall asleep around 3am but was too awake to doze off. I got up around 3.45am to pack my stuff to be ready to set off.

My form of transport there was on a lorry. 8 Boys, Ivan, Othniel and myself was squeezing onto the open air lorry, felt like some construction workers at a point of time but I shall comment that Mr Lai was a good driver, didn’t felt sick after that. When we reached there, many people were queuing up to register for the teams. I was quite lost as I’m not sure who I should report to. Of course I found out later after many asking but I shall comment that the registration was quite messy, which cannot be avoided. Eventually, I had my marshals briefing at the ITE Dover canteen which I didn’t bother to listen at all, and was sent to a longkang to do my marshaling.

Initially, I though I would be wearing my kayaking gear to kayak, looking forward to it because it’s time to exercise, but the decision was to get the team marshals to be at the side of the longkang to be safety officer and rescue anyone that is drowning by throwing a “throwback”. Had all the briefing of my duties and made my way down then longkang, I was quite unlucky to be asked to do marshaling across the highway. There wasn’t a direct way and have to make a big detour later to find out that there is another small (but big enough to hinder us) longkang. So, another marshal and us has to walk along the railroad and into an estate to look for the park connector entrance.

The place I have to stand guard was a small bench near to a forested area, along a river, nearer to a jogging path. I think you still don’t know what I am describing, but I can’t do any better. I was there from around 9am to 3pm and it really sucks to be sitting there, feeding mosquito, waiting for something to happen. I waited more than an hour before a team whiz past me on bikes. The same team kayaked passed me only after another hour. Basically, I find my task quite dumb. The water was calm, the width of the river small, “professional” kayaking instructors in the river, so why the hell do you need so many people at the bank to throw rope? Later, they want us to walk back the same detour, which made me very pissed because they promised a vehicle to pick us up at the park connector.

If I can, I would really like to lodge a complaint about the poor allocation of job for marshals. That includes the duty itself, informing the marshals what to prepare (it’s a mosquito infested area) and the transporting of the marshals. Despite being a volunteer and fulfilling regulation of 1 marshal per team, we are still decent adults that have to be treated with care. Moreover, I do not think that you will need so many marshals for this competition. It’s either you put us in shifts or pair us up. At least time will pass faster with another person around.

I made my way back to the kayaking start point and took a bus back to the end point – ITE dover again. On the journey there, we have to wait on the bus as they pick up some people, including 2 teams that dropped out halfway during the race. When I reached dover, the guest of honour, Mr Teo Ser Luck had already arrived. Luckily, I manage to catch the awards presentation, which have our 12BR Open Team receiving the 1st….. runners up. I was really happy for them but felt quite wasted because the Boys team was quite badly placed. Well, they could have got better placing if the “stronger” team didn’t wait for the other team. I’m think that someone in the other did some psycho-ing to them to complete together. Well, if this is the case, I think it’s rather unfair and defeat the purpose of competing. Whatever the case, it cannot be undone and I really hope that our placing for honour roll will not be too bad, but I will really scold if I find out someone did the psycho-ing.

After the ceremony, we had a short debrief and made our way back home. I bathed immediately when I reached home and headed for my bed after that. I was so tired that I slept from 7pm to 11am the next day.

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Busy, Busy Week…

Posted by weyshi on April 4, 2008

Sometimes I wonder why am I so busy all the time? Dearie would say that it’s because I had spent almost all my weekends attending BB parades, camps and playing bagpipe, so I only have 5 days for other things. Although I think it’s partially true, but I believe my habits also matter. Sleep late, wake up late and procrastinate are some of the things that makes me ineffective, but the most time wasting and energy consuming event in my everyday life would be travel to and fro NTU. If I were to go to school everyday, I would spend at least 3 hours in its journey. Some may think that we can read the notes on the train and bus, but not for me. The journey is certainly very tiring especially when there are no seats and you have to stand all the way, and the roller-coaster ride on 179 is something i dread everytime.

There are nothing very significant in my life for the past week other than my birthday celebration, which I will not be posting yet because I have yet to receive the pictures. The other stuff that are more significant would be the 3002 quiz and dearie’s 3005 presentation.

I have watched a total of 10 hours of 3002 lecture in a span of 2 days. It’s not really an incredible feat, but certainly sometime very tiring for someone who had slacked for the past few months. As I was listening to Dr Zhang Hua giving his lecture, I find his accent very amusing. There are some glitches in his pronunciation, such as physical as fizzy, and the un-pronounce-able word, characteristic. I took the test on Wednesday, and I thought that I did relatively well for the amount I have studied. However, I am keeping my fingers cross as the marks that is awarded doesn’t match the number of points you put. Most of the marks allocations are either 10 marks, 20 marks or 25 marks, for questions with 1 – 5 points to note. I really hope I can score well for it, or at least extra points for the beautiful pictures I have drawn to illustrate lithography on a Silicon substrate.

After the test, I have to stay till 6.30pm for dearie’s presentation. In the mean time, I am the critical examiner during her group presentation and Zixin’s group presentation. I find that it’s quite interesting to listening to their presentation, especially all of them have different ways of presenting – some saying nervous but doesn’t show at all and some that are really nervous. I realise that I might have found my interest in Materials Science at last. After realising that I have been listening to the designing and thinking about its practicability, I might have developed an interest in product designing!! I hope that I can give it a try when I work next time.

So far, Micron and SIMTech rejected my application for IO. Microns says that they do not have any project in hand now that is suitable for 3 months internship. SIMTech says that my results is not good enough. Well, I took up IO in the first place was to improve my results right? The ironic part is that although I have improved my results, they still do not accept me. Right now, I am going through so much trouble to fulfill my attachment, when I should have just go through the normal way and let the school find a job for me. It sucks to know that you have made a wrong choice in life, but it takes guts to make it right.

The only good news I get for my IO is that I manage to contact Kim Ann Engineering Pte. Ltd. and they seems to be interested in employing me. They did not even look at my results, and started to planned the things that I can do in the company. I’m real glad that the person I spoke to seems to be quite enthusiastic and promised me that she will try to get me a job. This gave me the comfort I needed to study for my 3002 test on Tuesday before my quiz. I’m still waiting for their reply soon, don’t wish to drag it beyond next week. I must thank God that he has provided once again. =)

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